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10/03/2002 Archived Entry: "I'm Shut Out"


Daggonnit. Nothing ever happens to me anymore. Since starting college, things have been really mundane from day to day. At least in high school I had more friends and thus more excitement in my school life. Meh.

Just been up to the schooling and such. I'm already getting lazy. ^_^; Yah, I know it's bad, but oh well. Whatever. At least calc hasn't gotten very hard yet, so I'm fine. We're still going over limit stuff right now. It's all pretty basic really. Besides, the TI-89 does limits for me. ^_^ We're doing limit laws. Gwar! It's so reminiscent of trig and all those identities I tell you! I didn't think I'd have to do this kind of straight memorization in calc. Gwar!

Today I had a test in my philisophy class. It was one of those "choose from the word bank" kinds of tests. Not really bad. I went through it in a reasonable amount of time. I made sure not to use the same answer twice. After finishing the entire test, I noticed on the top was written something along the lines of "you may use answers multiple times or not at all." -_- I had to go over my whole test again because there were some answers I changed because the answer seemed to go better in another question. Gwar. At least I fixed it and finished it all good-like. Woo.

As for my social life, I'm actually seeing people every once in a while, so I'm not exactly shut out from the world like I used to be in high school. Only, I'm feeling really shut out. I feel like I'm off my myself a lot. I guess it's because I spend all my time at home in the computer room. It's not a bad thing though. I'm really comfortable being by myself. Around who else can I be so natural? Honestly. I've just been kinda isolating myself and downloading/watching Full Moon wo Sagashite, with the occasional homework assignment on the side. ^_^ Sure, it's a boring life, but at least I get to be in happy anime land. Mitsuki's cute. ^_^ Go pedophilism! XD

That's all for now I don't know what else to write. Meh....

Replies: 4 comments

Hehehe... Well, you go to DeAnza... It's boring there. Now you're living the life I lived... Then again, I had friends at DeAnza, but yeah... I'm here at Davis and I'm still bored, even with two housemates. So it's okay. You'll live. ;D

Posted by Sabella-chan @ 10/05/2002 07:16 PM PST

My feelings exactly. x_x; I've been shutting myself off from alot of people lately, especially close friends. I simply feel more comfortable by myself too. I guess I'm still going through that "high school loner" phase. XD

Posted by Juri @ 10/04/2002 11:03 PM PST

mouuuuuuuuuuu!!! *is going up to see stanford this weekend* xDDD may call you if it isn't long distance from my friend's aunt's house :3

Posted by riku @ 10/04/2002 09:24 PM PST

hey... u chose your life... if something is not to yoru liking... change it.. =b
anyway.. some1 has to have the balls to dl all that anime XD

Posted by Cinti @ 10/03/2002 10:34 PM PST

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