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11/18/2002 Archived Entry: "Darn I'm Rational... and Calculating...."

Alright, I'm a lot calmer now. I seem to be able to sleep everything off. I don't know how I did it, but I did. I suppose it's because of my rational mind. I rule at rationalizing. Considering how my dad gave me a week's notice, I have plenty of time to calculate and prepare. I tell you, I think I have the most calculating mind of anyone I know. I'm considering every possibility and making full-proof plans. In the case that I cannot formulate a full-proof plan, I'm planning contingency upon contingency. Lets just put it this way: I'm one person you wouldn't want to plan your murder. But anyway, I've been asking around and now I got a total of five friends' houses to hide my stuff. I don't think I'll use all of them, but hey, thanks guys. It means a lot to me that you're all helping me. Now all I have to do is burn all my stuff onto CDs and make several copies, so that I can hide them and let my friends hold onto backup copies. Yes, I'm not leaving any stone unturned. If he thinks he has the better of me, he's completely wrong.

Why, thanks everyone for the encouraging comments. They really mean a lot to me. It's great to know that there are people who care for me. But one thing I must address: I cannot talk to my dad. He's the type of parent who will not listen to a thing I have to say. Sure, he says that he wants to hear my thoughts, but if I were to reason with him, I'm sure he wouldn't follow my train of thought. His logic doesn't seem to be cogent because he has a predjudice against anime already. It'd be pointless to try to say anything. That's why I'm just going to pretend that I'm obeying. I'll pretend to be the good child for about two years and then I'm getting out of this house. I was never really sure what I'd do after two years, but now I'm at the very least certain that I'm moving out. Even if it's a dorm or something, I'm moving out. Until then though, I'll just try to manage somehow.

Eh... you don't know just how much I want to social right now, but I'm definately not in the mood. Just one thing though:
Call me any night. I'm always around at night. I look forward to chatting with you. ^_^

Replies: 5 comments

*nods* I can relate to you. Your dad is the same as my mom...she always asks me why don't I talk to her about personal things and talk to my friends all the time instead. But what is the use? She's just gonna end up disagreeing with what I tell her and forces me to agree with HER opinions instead. So why bother talking?

Like your comment about my mom in my blog, everything would be alright on the day you move out!

Posted by Sepia @ 11/23/2002 06:34 AM PST

I'm glad to hear you're doing much better now Senpai! ^_^ Yeah, parents can be a pain sometimes. ::sigh:: I suppose all you can do is deal with it. :P

Posted by Shana-chan @ 11/19/2002 04:58 PM PST

Two years? ..eek. I'm out of my house as soon as I start college ^^;; Can't wait till I'm on my own... weee.
Anyway, I'm glad you're feeling better. Oh, and that thing you said about your father never listening, my dad is the SAME way. Well.. at least your dad lets you speak, mine just talks OVER me until I start talking louder and he starts talking louder and it turns into a scream fest and my mother comes in with a hose..eeehh.._-_;
Okay, I just wanted to say good luck with the planning ^^! I hope it works out..

Posted by Lini @ 11/19/2002 04:43 PM PST

ah cha... (as saya would say)
man... your so right about dad's.. not just your dad but my dad is pretty much the same...
when it comes to reasoning...
oh well... till we move out XD

Posted by Cinti @ 11/19/2002 02:24 PM PST

^.^ I'm glad. Perservere....

Posted by no one @ 11/18/2002 09:39 PM PST

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