Friday, May 2, 2003

The week is finally over. -_- Oh my freakin' gosh, I hated this week. For one thing, we had the stupidest lab in chem both lab periods this week and I didn't even finish it! ;_; I'm going to falsify some data because I really don't feel like coming in during an open lab period and redoing it. I'm sick and tired of it. Then, today, I had two tests: chem and calc. Oh man, I don't think I did well on either test. It sucks. If I were a worrysome person, I'd worry right now. But I'm not, so nyeh.

On the bright side, RO's back up! ^_^ Haven't been able to play it for hours on end (as I would like to), but things are good and it feels good to be back in the world of Rune-Midgard. Since I got to redistribute stats, my characters are so idealized. No wasted stat points. I suppose that's a good thing, but it feels too easy if you ask me.... People are supposed to make mistakes, darnit! Oh well, whatever. I'm enjoying myself. It helps after such a crappy week. ^_^

The weather around here is so crappy. It's well into spring now and it's raining outside quite a few days. In fact, I can hear the rain from my seat in front of the computer right now. *sigh* Spring is my favorite season. It's the season I associate with a lot of growth and vegetation. It's when nature puts forth its most grandeous display. Why does my spring have to be ruined by rain? I want sun and pretty plants.... I want to go take my 50-feet dragon kite to go play in the park or something. I haven't flown a kite in a while....

Eh... that's it for now.

Posted by Tsubasa @ 09:51 PM PST [Link]

Wednesday, April 30, 2003

Yeah, let me reinterate: studying sucks. I don't like integration at all. I suppose it's not too horrid, but I still don't have all them identities and integration-charts down pat. I have a test on Friday too. -_- Not only that, I have a test in Chem too. -_- It wouldn't be hard at all, but with this math test to study for too, it's going to be a pain. Gwar! *shakes fist*

I've been in the mood to improve my Guilty Gear XX game. I used to play GGX, but I never really did get too good at it, not to mention, GGXX has Bridget, who's darn fun to play. ^_^ For now though, Buri is my secondary; May's still my primary. Mine eyes burn! I'm not used to the notation for GGXX strat. I can follow SC commands like 2365632B, 23659KA, GI, bG, BK, 4B, GI, A+KK and 6B, 214B, 3A+KA~214->WP, WP B+K with relative ease, but when I'm confronted with things like 63214+K, j.K-H (land), j.K-H-D or 623+S 63214+K, 236236+S - 6HS, it takes me a little while to read it. It bugs me. *shakes fist* Oh well, I'll tough it out and hopefully make my May killer. Fear the little girl with the huge anchor! XD Thinking about it, I really should stop asking for punishment. I seem to gravitate towards the lower tier characters in fighting games. ^_^; Well... well... they're fun to play.... And besides, I've always liked the idea of taking a crappy character and beating those who are playing technically better characters. May is, like, bottom tier material. ^_^;; Aye....

Oh, on the subject of games, register for iRO! XD You know you want to. Besides, this trial period is free. Yes, free. It couldn't hurt to at least sign up. I'm sure you're bored enough if you're reading this log. XD Join and we shall play! I'm sure you don't need much info. It's a big buzz right now. You've probably read up on it on other logs already. Anyway, join up and I'll help you. It's fun.... XD

Posted by Tsubasa @ 09:13 PM PST [Link]

Tuesday, April 29, 2003

Studying for both a calc and chem test sucks. Real entry later.

Posted by Tsubasa @ 10:16 PM PST [Link]

Sunday, April 27, 2003

It seems that my mom has been checking the balance for my checking account. -_- Today she came up to me and told me that she did it on Friday and proceded to give me a lecture about how to spend money. I've used up most of my funds in the account, so she felt the need to tell me that I should spend my money more wisely. First thing's first: what the hell gives her the right to check up on my account!? It's my freakin' money. I can manage it myself! -_- Second: I don't know about you peoples, but I like it when I'm forced to save my money. I know that may kinda sound strange, but hear me out. Since I've opened this account, I was given money by my mom from my savings to deposit into this checking account. Each and every time I got money, I spent it rather frivilously. Why? Well, to have money essentially given to me just doesn't seem right. It feels like disposable cash. I don't know why, but I feel that way. So I planned to spend most of the money and then save up from my weekly $20 allowance; maybe deposit $10 a week. Unfortunately, I spent the money, but more money came along. This happened maybe two, three times and each time it seemed like a big coincidence because, well, there were good reasons for me to get the money. Last time though, I had some suspicions. My mom just, one day, gave me more money. It seemed rather out of the blue. I complained, but she convinced me enough for me to believe that she just wanted me to have some extra money. However, in light of today's findings, I'm now certain that she checked up on my balance then too. -_- Darn it all! I don't want more money. It's just going to sit there and stare at me saying: "spend me! I'm not hard-earned cash, so it's OK!" I want to earn my money. I want to go through the pain of waiting, saving, and misering. That'll teach me how to spend money. My mom doesn't understand that. She says that she's going to give me more money again and she's going to monitor my account transactions until she figures I can spend money more wisely. -_- And it's not like I have a choice; she has my account number and everything she needs to check over the phone. Freakin' a! I was rather perturbed, but not too much anymore. I never really seem to hold onto any kind of emotions too long.... Took less than an hour for me to cool off. Right now I'm just rather annoyed and angry. *shakes fist*

Now I'm bored. So that I'll have something to do, here's a survey. I picked this one because it's particuarily inane:
1. [Spell your name backwards]: Divad
2. [Where do you live?]: San Jose, CA
3. [Describe yourself in 4 words]: I am a guy
4. [Who/WHAT is your worst enemy?]: N/A
5. [If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?]: A cat as lazy as me. XD
6. [What is the latest you've ever stayed up]: Um... I think I stayed up the entire night once, but I'm not sure.... You know how you get when you're really sleepy and you can't tell what's happening anymore...? Yeah.... If I didn't, then 4:00-5:00 AM.
7. [Ever been to Belgium?]: No
8. [What's your favorite coin?]: Arcade machines only take quarters.... ^_^

[DESCRIBE YOUR...]
9. [Wallet]: It's black, I think leather (could be fake), and is slightly falling apart. It's not really noticable, but the part that holds my cards is kinda detatching itself from the rest of the wallet.
10. [Brush]: Psh, I don't use those. Or combs for that matter.
11. [Toothbrush]: It's electric and oscilates between clockwise and counter-clockwise spinning when it's turned on. It's getting kinda scraggily. I should change the head....
12. [Jewelry worn daily]: I suppose you could say my watch.... I've never really considered watches "jewelry" though. Just saying it because they can be found in the jewelry section of a department store.
13. [Pillow cover]: It's white with blue stripy-plaidy patterns on it. I'm not about to go into more detail.
14. [Blanket]: Three of them: a sheet that matches my pillow cover, a thick fuzzy one that has a picture of a teddy bear on it, and a quilt that's predominantly blue, but with other colorful patches on it.
15. [Coffee cup]: I don't do coffee.
16. [Sunglasses]: I used to have some with green lenses, but after they broke, I've been sunglass-less.
17. [Underwear]: ... ... ... They're white briefs....
18. [Shoes]: Green Vans. Yes, GREEN. I can't tell you how many times people have insisted that they're brown. -_-
19. [Handbag]: I kinda don't carry one.... I would like one of them Piro (Megatokyo) bags though.... ^_^
20. [Favorite top]: Some misc t-shirt from my closet....
21. [Favorite pants]: Some misc khaki pants from my closet....
22. [Cologne/Perfume]: None
23. [CD in stereo right now]: Nothing in the Bose. Or the car stereo for that matter.... I kinda removed the Noir OST 1 from it on Friday to listen to it in the house.
24. [Tattoos]: None
25. [Piercings]: None
26. [Wearing]: Those Asian-print flannel pajamas. It's white with a lot of green rectangles all about....
27. [Hair]: Slightly messy because it was left to air dry without gel.
28. [Makeup]: Sorry to disappoint you, but none.

WHAT/WHO (is/are)
29. [In my mouth]: Strawberry Pocky. Yum.
30. [In my head]: Actually, thoughts of Chisa kinda just ran through my head. ^_^;
31. [Wishing]: Nothing in particular.
32. [After this]: Probably going to type something up for chem because I'm not sure if it's due tomorrow or not, but I'll do it to make sure.
33. [Talking to]: Myself. Does that count?
34. [Eating]: Strawberry Pocky.
35. [Do you like candles]: What's not to like about fi-... I mean... candles.... XD
36. [Do you like hot wax]: Not particuarily.... It's not like it need it to seal letters or anything....
37. [Do you like incense]: It's smelly. Some incense is alright, but most of the time, it's too smelly. Not exactly delightful if you ask me.
38. [Do you like the taste of blood]: Not particuarily.
40. [If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?]: N/A
41. [Person you wish you could be with right now]: *shrugs*
42. [What/Who is next to you]: My schoolwork littered on either side of the chair...?
43. [What do you want done with your body when you die]: Does it matter? I'll be dead. Why should I care how my body's disposed of?
44. [Do you believe in love]: Yes
45. [Do you believe in soulmates]: Well... there's no reason not to.... Of course, I can't find any good reason to either....
46. [Do you believe in love at first sight]: It's possible. I guess that would be a "yes."
47. [Do you believe in Heaven]: It could be out there....
48. [Do you believe in forgiveness]: Yes. I make it a common practice of mine to forgive everyone. It may just be because I never really care about anything, but I do it.
49. [Do you believe in God]: I don't not believe in Him....
50. [What's something you wish you could understand better]: Maybe my calc...?

Posted by Tsubasa @ 09:24 PM PST [Link]

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